someone says

Someones says " Cant believe, u still remembered those days we had in ....... ( somewhere in north of malaysia ) when i almost forgot all of those days "

Yeah!! I'm still remember what have happen to to me !! The times i've been through, sadness, happiness, =) i'm wont be able to forget all !!

Sometimes when i'm thinking , how silly i am that time , i'm just smiles !! I'm blurred !! Unspeakable !!

Time passes !! Now i have my own life !! And i had to leave those days behind !!

A Woman

u can feel her care in for a sister
u can feel her warmth in form of a friend
u can feel her passion in form of a beloved
u can feel her dedications in form of a wife

yet she is so tough too
her heart is so tender
so naughty
so charming
so sharing
so melodious
she is a woman

she is my life

aku sayang kamu

hari makin hari aku rase lambatnye berlalu !! kerna tiap saat aku nantikan saat indah aku dan kamu di satukan !! huhuh =( !!

dia pon semakin tak sabar nak jumpe ngan mak bapak mertua die !! insya allah !! aku akan cube damaikan atinye ,, gembirakan perasaannye ,, hummm !!!

dalam sekelip mata aku akan berumahtangga !! aku tak harapkan ianya akan berakhir sebulan dua !!! sememangnye aku da semakin bersemangat utk jaya kan impian aku dan dia !! dan tak kupedulikan dugaan yg mendatang !! wpun kadang kala cukup merimaskan aku !! aku cube utk tidak meluka kan atinye !! terkadang aku terlepas kate2 gurauan yg mana bisa membuat ati nye merajuk pada aku !! maaafkan aku !! aku terlalu sygkan kamu !! dan aku juga tau kamu juga syg kan aku !!

dont know how i'm going to live without u !!

He Loves U Or Not ??

He Loves U Or Not ??

erkk !! terkezut aku bile dengor mak die tanye kat die macam tuh !! adesss !! cuak dows rase !! ermmm !! mak die seolah2 berat nak lepas kan anak die kat aku !!! aku nih teruks sgt ke ?? ermm ! penin2 !!

actually org tua syg kat anak2 die !!! so they will ask for the sake of their childs !! my moms also !! they just want their childs to be happy !! :P

ari demi ari aku rase makin dekat aku ngan die !! mane tak nye !! 31/8 nih family aku akan dtg jumpe family die !! tak sabo rasenye !! heehehe !! lg pon mmg ini yg aku harapkan !!

Something Inside Of My Head

There's something in me head that i couldn't spell it to anyone !! It's about my mom !! And I don't like for what i'm thinking !!

When look at her, i just see her in a differents way !! There's somethings in her mind that she's could never tell to me !! She love me so much and she just want me to be happy !! I love her and i love "she" too !! I couldn't live without u both !! When i saw her, my mind said " Just let her see and know the girls who really takes my heart away !! Is "she" can take care of me or not !! Is "she" love me or not !!

That's what i want in my life !! To be a people like others !! To love and be loved by someone !! To have my own family!! Just let me be by my own strenght!! Everyone have their disablities !! Me too !! I just want people to understand my feeling, what i want, what i really want !!

=P

aku da tak mampu tersenyum dah nih !! asik2 senyum je !! ermm !! buat keje senyum!!! tgh mkn pon senyum !! adesss !!! lambat nye la rase ari2 berlalu !! nak tgu 31/8 !! ermmm 31/8 nih the second steps i make !! there's more steps in my list now !! slow2 la !!

semlm aku bg mak aku ckp ngan die !!! tekezut berok die !! miahahhah !! tah arr!! tp aku rase ade elok nye aku bg mak aku ckp ngan die !! so boleh la kenai2 ngan mak aku kkan =P !!! tatau la ape yg diborak ngan mak aku tu !! yg penting aku nak mak aku tau siapa dia !! cemane org nye !! ok ke tak !!

ape2 pon aku ttp syg kat die !! aku tau die pon syg kat aku gak !! masakan die brani tturun pahang kalu die tak syg kat aku !! miahahah !! uiyoooo !! syok wo pi mandi sungai !! ahaks =P

sakit!!

waaaaaa!! tensen nye aku ari nih bile audit dtg cek kew kat opis !! huhu !! bengang tok sah kate arr !! nak buat keje rase cam tak syok je !! tambah plak pg2 da ada org buat siye !!! siye betui la !! huhuhu !! udah nye aku kene bambu ari nih !! huh =(

ptg lak aku ingat nak ol, nak manje2 ngan die !! tp die tak balik lg !! koll hp off !! ermmm !! korang nak suh aku marah kat die tak apesal off kan hp tuh ?? huhuh !!

huhu !! tensen plus ngan lapo lg !! nak balik awai ke tak ari nih arr ??
ermmmm !!! keje melambak tuh !! baik aku balik awai so mlm nanti leh ot !! mlm nih nak manje2 ?? ermm tah arr !! kdit takde !! nak topup ?? die tak bg lak !! ermmm !!

ape2 pon 31/8 nih aku dtg umah die ngan harapan !! harapan yg beso sekali !! ermmm !! telah ku kate kan !! tiada yg lain !! aku tau kau takkan percaya dengan aku tp cukupla sekadar kau dapat mendengar keluhan aku !!

sememangnye niat aku besar sekali !! bkn sekadar ingin membuat kau sebg kawan tp teman utk seumur idop !! n aku tak pernah merasai begini kuatnye perasaan aku kat die jika dibanding kan dengan perempuan2 yg penah aku kenali dulu !! mungkin jodoh aku da sampai !! benar2 sampai !! dan aku harap begitu lah !!